I enjoy classical music since I was a kid. Having been raised at a huge but poor family in the Philippines, we had no exposure to this kind of stuff. I only get a "glimpse" of it at some shopping malls where they play it endlessly. I think mall owners play it not because people enjoy it but just to have a somewhat soundtrack to keep the shoppers mind at ease.I don’t even know the artist or whatever thing you call those who sang or play instruments, or who is conducting a symphony or what. I even thought that the person wearing a bowtie with a small stick in front of an orchestra had no reason for being there. I thought he was just being crazy and foolish. Imagine jerking yourself all the way to the music from start to finish.
I just knew that for some reason that I could not explain then, the music gives pleasure to my senses.
Some kids could well remember things from their childhood, like when they were still too little to remember. Say when they were two or three. I was one of them. And I know that at such an early age, I loved music. I listen to our old and beaten battery-operated transistor radio almost every minute of the day.
The old songs, the love songs, folk music, whatever the first world decided to dump down our hungry throats. Even locals, I loved them too.
But what touched my senses, really touched my senses, was classical music.
Sometimes, it creates such reverberating effect on me that made my mind produce a flurry of creative ideas. Sometimes, it soothes my entire body that it almost touches my soul. Sometimes, it made me shiver like a child and cry for no particular reason. Sometimes, it gives me heavenly joys that are just unexplainable.
I didn’t tell it to my friends, or to my family. Gee, we were not even in the middle when it comes to social stratum. Have they known, they would try to think of me as a pathetic hypocrite trying to climb the social ladder.
I entered Catholic schools not because my parents were Catholics. It was simply that most schools in my country that provide good education were run by Catholic priests. And so since I was a kid, I was educated, prodded, molded and fought with Dominican and Franciscans friars.
But one good thing that came out of it, one of the many, was that I finally fully discovered classical music. And so whatever contempt I had for the church and organized religion, classical music simply eases it away.



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